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Saucecast EP09: Christopher Nolan's The Odyssey through a Pastors Len's
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In this episode, Pastors Marco, Tim, Dre, and Elijah as they explore Christopher Nolan's The Odyssey through a pastor's lens. Join the conversation as they unpack Christopher Nolan's vision, the power of storytelling, and what Christians can learn from one of history's greatest epics.
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Welcome to the source cast. All right. Welcome to the source cast, I know we got Pastor Tim, lead How you doing? Good man. Glad to be here. Let's go. Couldn't miss this conversation, Come on. You move stuff around and be Sure did. Yeah, I was like, nope, you can Let's go. Well, the idea came yesterday because we had to release the episode. We did wildly early because the we talked about the World Cup and we would have been three weeks ahead. So it would have been like there was no reason for that conversation. So we just released it early, And then we got Pastor DeAndre How are you doing, bro? Doing well. When I got the text last night, about the Odyssey? I'm like, yeah, yeah, let's go, So, you know Pastor Marco de episode might just be for us. I don't know. That's okay. That's okay, That's okay. I was thinking about that. I'm like, how many people are in our community is gonna be geeking out over talking about the Odyssey. So this is selfishly. Yeah, selfish, selfish, selfish. It's like we took the youth to Pastor Lindsay was like, you Exactly, exactly. Oh, man. I don't miss those days as a I remember one time we went to Six Flags for like hours because Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm like, man, this is what we I'm like, I'm an adrenaline But I was telling him I'm And I got off the Harley Quinn Superman three times. The third time. That's crazy, that's crazy. And one of these was like, Pastor Dre, you don't got to do this. Yeah, I got to do this though. Boy. Oh that's awesome. We got camp coming up next week. So I'm like, I need to take it easy for the next couple of days. They know, they know like, bro, When the kids start looking out for you, you got nothing to prove. You got kids at home. You got work tomorrow. Back. Dial it back. That's awesome. Yeah, we went to vacation. Me and my family and my kids there, and I was getting dizzy. Man, I was getting vertigo I'm like, what the heck is Equilibrium. Yeah. All off. I'm like, whoa. So I had to sit there and drink these rides, just geeking out. I'm over there like one day, one Not today, not today. There's no coming back. Oh, man. Yeah. So we're talking about the Um, so the Odyssey is a movie that just was just released by Christopher Nolan. But before we get into that, Nolan movie besides this one? Can I just say favorite movies Yeah, movies. Movies just in general. Just in general. It's got to be Gladiator. Okay. Braveheart. Interstellar. Christopher. Nolan. Interstellar. Yeah. interstellar. But Odyssey is up there. Yeah, yeah. Odyssey is up there. Yeah. I think the Odyssey is going to to really, like, sink in, how Christopher Nolan, he he's, he's Yeah. From, from a film making standpoint that not just the, the, the angles, but the dialogue. And yeah, it's just he's almost rewriting the film industry because his gift is so great, right? Like the way he, the way he transformed Batman, right? Yeah. One of the greatest movies, the way he did that, the Dark Knight, right? Oh, man. Phenomenal. And it makes you think like, inside of that man. And the gift that he can actually articulate what he's thinking, dreaming. Then put it onto screen and Amazing. Yeah. Amazing. It's funny you say that because I was thinking about, you know, the scene at the end, not Spoiler alert. Yeah, but when I did see his Christopher Nolan when it comes is his bow. He doesn't have a smartphone. Yeah, he's not on technology. He's not into CGI and all the He sits with a pad of paper, and thoughts on paper. Even when it comes to delivering delivers it in an envelope And it's like among his peers, the art form and he takes his Yeah. You mentioned the dark, the Dark Just being able to take a comic character and make you feel believable. Right, right, right. Because the way that he developed his characters, like he makes you have to wrestle with yourself. Right, right. You know what I mean? When you're thinking about these characters like the Joker man, like the Joker, the Joker to me was such a commentary on our society, right? In general. But then there's the prestige. I don't know if you guys ever movie is incredible. That whole like the pursuit of What are you willing to Yeah yeah yeah. For that. And then the ending of The I'm not gonna spoil it. Inception's crazy exceptions. Crazy. Yeah. Makes you think. Yeah. Yeah. Again, for me, his movies is a Yeah. Yeah. You know, I mean, his movies, if talk to someone, I'm like, look, to have eyes to see. Yeah. Right. To be able to appreciate what Absolutely. And to me, that's what a great It takes you on a journey and it makes you wrestle with everything. Oh, yeah. Especially you. You, the protagonist of your And the antagonist. Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah, exactly. Hero and villain at the same Crazy. Usually you're the villain. Yeah, yeah. That's when, you know, the movie There was. There was intention behind the When you can see yourself in start wrestling with like, yo, Yeah, you see yourself and you start feeling like, man, this is it's heavy. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But it's like reading the Bible, I think the more I read the being the villain. Mhm. Right. I don't know how you guys read Testament, the more I'm like, Yeah, yeah. I'm not Jesus. Yeah. Right. You know I'm not the hero. Yeah. Right. And it's what I love about this Again, we're gonna get into it, unpack it, the more you realize. Wait a minute. I see myself in this character. Mhm. You know what I mean? Yeah, yeah, one hundred percent. So before we get into like, what are your first thoughts? Like, what were your first First time viewing walking out Yeah. So I'll go, let me get my movie Um, so I went deep dive after Odyssey and I watched memento insomnia because those were the only ones I didn't watch from Christopher Nolan. Yeah, that one was wild. I had to really sit there and be It felt like a fright wreck the I'm like, what is going on? But my favorite movie of his only because the Joker stands Dark Knight, the Dark Knight, Bane did his thing though. Yeah, yeah, he did, he did. Um, but from watching this movie all the way through the cinematography for me, I was just telling you guys before we recorded, I was like, when I watch a movie or listen to music, I listen to the production. I saw the movie, I just I watch it just like as a, an everyday goer. So like seeing how it was shot, It never felt rushed, like the whole time for three hours I drink larges when I go to the theaters. And so I drank a large seltzer I was me by myself. I went in, bro, I go in and so use the restroom. Halfway through, I'm like, no, I can't leave this. People are getting up and I'm like, what are y'all doing? What are y'all doing? But I think the pacing of the me, because that means that like they said, he shot over to come and bring it down. Is he thirty or one hundred? That's a big gap bringing down That's insane, man. And the Odyssey, that story, to show it in a way that's much that he left out, but it Right, right, right, right. And he brought in elements of wasn't in the Odyssey. That's the other thing, right? To me, he did a great job of other stories in because usually in the Odyssey that's free, you But being able to like what he likes to take you past, present at once, man. I'm amazing. You know, I walked out of that that was a masterpiece. Mainly because what we physically saw on screen, the camera angles, not even just the dialogue, but when they were having conversations and even the angle of the camera during the dialogue. Yeah, yeah, it was, I was blown And I'm like, man, this is his gifting and his craft, and created to do. Yeah, yeah. You know what I mean? Because you walk out of there Yeah, yeah. Now you're going home. Now you're thinking about it. I'm in the middle of the night crazy in the morning. That scene was crazy. Crazy. So now now you're like, it's You said sermon, right? I'm in that day. I'm like, yo, this is like a decade worth of sermons in this movie. Yeah. You can pick apart lines and And I'm just like, amazing. Yeah. Amazing. So we want to start with some Let's do it, bro. Yeah. All right. The cost of the sacrifice is in And that comes from Odysseus Agamemnon sacrificing his winds to get to Troy swiftly. But as ironic, he gets there Yeah. You know, so what comes to mind The cost of the sacrifice is in I think, first of all, we should worldview of the gods, right, is And I think a lot of people don't even realize that the New Testament is rooted in that worldview, right? Especially when Paul starts this is this is the worldview People would have these gods. And then people were looking for Right. And I couldn't help but to think that the the difference in the story of the Bible is the fact that we have a God that does the sacrifice. Right? You know what I mean? Right. Like this is the difference of worldview of thinking like, now because that's what we do. Yeah, right. To get favor with the gods. And this God says, no, I'm not I'm not like these other gods, I will do the sacrifice. So to me, that was powerful, Like the willingness to find favor, right? And our God says, I'll sacrifice Yeah. For your favor. Mhm. You know. Yeah. Which plants the seed in his demise years later, right? Yeah. Mhm. Heavy man. Mhm. And you think about it. What is sacrifice? It's giving up something that And we all sacrifice. We all serve, we all worship. And when I think about men, it's It's. What are you sacrificing to and You know, we can put so much Like your grass. Yeah. It matters. Yeah, but that's not the thing, You know, your garage or all your different things that you're giving that you're sacrificing for fantasy football or your softball league or even your job. It's like the outward you could And then the things that actually matter your marriage, your family, your faith can be degrading. Why? Because you're putting so much And, um, I don't want to get thing, but they end up becoming They end up being the enemy. Right, right. Yeah. And, and, and with that was exposed so well through the took the story, it was that, they went to war because of But the reality is he wants the trade routes, right? Like he wants to take over. Right. You know what I mean? The the economy basically. Right. Which which again, man, you can't help but to make the connection with us right now, right? Right in oil, right. Like we're sacrificing in the they tell us the war really for. But it's really like, what is it Right? You know what I mean? So again, like we can really that's what I'm saying. Like it's so relevant, right? To where we are right now into say, like as fathers, right? The, the line usually is, I'm Right, right, right, right, But it's like, are you really Right? Yeah. It reminds me of another great When he finally says to his Yeah, yeah, yeah. Because this whole time he's like, I'm doing this for this family. Yeah. Right. And then realizing, oh, I'm actually the villain of this family. Yeah, yeah. Because the whole time I'm actually having fun doing this, right? You get to that place. I don't know if you guys are watching one of the greatest series of all time, Breaking Bad, right? When he's like, finally he owns Like, no, it was I was getting a what I mean? But we say, no, I'm doing this Yeah, right, right, right. Or it's that line. Don't let what you bring home be more important than you actually being home. Yeah, yeah. I think that's what society is Because we're, we're on this, this, this freight train towards success, right? In the name of caring for my family, you know, elevating our family. But are you really, though all spending outside the four walls By the time you think you got to the place where you been trying to get to, you have adult children. Yeah, right, right, right. You missed it, right? Like we missed it. You know, daddy, you were always Mhm. Now, now you have no control because you weren't present. Right, right, right. Was it worth the sacrifice? Yeah. I hear I hear Jesus saying, what The point of winning the whole your soul in the process. Yeah, yeah. You know, and that to me, that's The dude comes home who kills Wife. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Because she resented this. Right, right, right, right, man. Crazy heavy. But can we talk about like, he only had like three to four minutes of screen time and every single scene, it was like it felt like moments like Darth Vader. Yeah. Right, right, right. All right. Agamemnon. When the gates of Troy opened That was a fine shot. Oh, it's fire! Fire, fire, fire. What the kids call it. Or harvesting or farming or Agamemnon and his sacrifice. Well, I think the sacrifice. Well, yeah, I'll say that, but You just sidetracked me because costume design tier, top tier, is this is serious. Yeah, that just hit me. Every scene has him in his Naked? Yeah, yeah. Unarmored. Crazy. Crazy. And and, and I love the the shot they are like the dude never never see his face. And you're like, mesmerized by Yeah. What does he look like? Which is like, man, this guy's He looks like a giant. But then but then how small is Right? When they show him from behind, Yeah. That got propped up. Yeah. In his, you know, quote unquote Yeah. Right, right. Another thing that I could talk Yeah. Right. Saul's armor versus yeah, Yeah. Right, right. There's so much there to unpack, the smallness of the man in that by his own wife. Yeah. To say, man, this was your That makes me think of like The Bible says that he was head and shoulders above everyone else. Yes. And head and shoulders. Think about that. It's pride. Right? Right. And what is one of the idols of It's intellect, it's And it's just like, wow, love that actually builds up. It builds humility. That's actually a line from the view of a man is from below. It's humility. Yeah. So good man. Next one. If remembering destroys your Oh, this is Odysseus. After seven years, he's just the trauma of losing all his hell on earth. And he's on this island with this goddess who is lulling him to sleep and causing him to forget everything he's been through and everything he's going to. And when he's asking her, why She says, if you remember, you And he says this line, if happiness, then it wasn't real. And for me, that's talking about Yeah. And the Holy Spirit empowers you through certain things. What comes to mind when you hear Well, we got to talk about the where we are today as a society. We try to numb the mind. Right? Right. Right. And he's addicted to the lotus. Lotus, right? He's basically addicted to it Right? To what? To forget. But he's troubled at the same time because he needs to remember. Right. And I think we live in a society where we don't want to sit with the pain. We want to numb the pain, right? And we want to escape. Yeah. Right. But the reality is, as human We have to face it. We have to embrace it. We have to. It's almost like it's better to the pain, to get somewhere than Mhm. To me, that that speaks volume We are so addicted. We're addicted to everything. Right? Right. It's not just drugs, right? It's not just pills. We're addicted to entertainment. Yeah. Yeah. Like, that's why some of these. This movie might feel boring to We're just looking to be Yeah. But I want to wrestle with Right. You know what I mean? So to me, man, we gotta talk. Stop, stop and think about that. Like he could have just lived That's what she wanted, right? It's like, I want you to be Yeah. He would have lived forever. He would live forever. Yeah. Right, right. And it's like, man, is that what Living in a state of numbness Or are we supposed to embrace the pain that actually brings purpose and meaning to our lives? Yeah. You know? Right. Oh, man. That's the place where I think we as human beings, we always try to avoid pain and discomfort. But that's the very thing that forward, revealing and exposing Right? But because we have so much, we escape, I'll say. Yep. And this phone that we all have table is our lotus flower. Yeah. When, when, when life is hitting We scroll. Yeah. We scroll, we scroll. We keep eating that lotus and we And that's, That's the downfall Yeah. Is is checking out. Yeah. We want to be checked out. We don't want to be checked in We want to check out of the We don't want to go through it. We don't want to feel any, any We want to just escape from the or what this process may be And it's, it's a challenge to, all, we're all fathers, right? So now we're seeing our own seeing the battle that's ahead Yeah, right. You know what I mean? Like we have to be be very intentional with, with sharing these, these, these, these life giving truths and principles about the power of the word of God and making sure you're sitting with things and not escaping things. Yeah. Right. Yeah. It's that false sense of peace We're talking about this Jesus embraces his cross, right? And our flesh craves comfort, Right, right. It craves that sense of just much more for you. Yeah. Which is another great moment in Because the question throughout the movie is how do the gods speak? Right. And they're like, why can't the God speak in a way that we can hear it? And one of the lines from the girl that was playing Athena was, who doesn't understand pain? Yeah. Right. And it brought me to C.S. Lewis's famous, you know, quote Yeah. Right. He uses this to. To what? To rouse a deaf world. We're so numb to everything that pain needs to be part of our process. We hate it, but we need it. Right? Yeah. Right. It's. And you can't watch this movie pain throughout the whole thing. But but is it a pain that's there a redemptive side of pain? Right. Right. Because at the heart of our The cross. Right. Right. A painful thing brings about the Right. But you can't go around it. Right, right, right. You got to go through the cross, right, to have a resurrection, right? Right. And I think again, that to me, because I think we think we want Because he could have stayed Right? Right, right. But there's something in us that that says, no, this is not it. Right, right. You need to embrace this thing. You got to face this thing. Yeah. In order to go home, you know, Yeah. There's so many meanings there. Right home. You know what I mean? Yeah. You know, I heard this recently. It says your flesh doesn't care not going there. Yeah. Wow. And your flesh craves that Yeah. And that's why Jesus says we But can we deny ourselves? That's killing the flesh. That's picking up the cross. That's saying no to whatever Like, no, I'm not going to stay in my comfort and numb and forget. And because that's not truth, Jesus calls, you know, let's own And that's how he ends up Yeah. It's Is surrendering to the You want control so bad, But it's when you surrender to It's when you surrender to the You surrender to God that he supposed to be. Yeah, yeah. Exactly. What I was going to say is like the reason why he was tormented and numbing. Because he kept taking control. And it wasn't until he released control that he actually took control of the right narrative, that he was able to get to a place of safe to get home safely and actually get that victory that he was searching for, which is wild. Yeah. Like that surrender. That's when you actually find right area of surrender. What about that scene where, um, guys are cooking the cattle, like in a hole. I can see you. Yeah, but that's what we do, But what did he say? That's a powerful thing. They say they're like he said, You think the guys wouldn't Notice he's like, no, we we Oh, what a lie. Crazy, right? We'd rather drown than starve. Yes. Meaning I'd rather God have his Instant gratification. Yeah, right. Instant gratification. But that's us. We literally feast on the flesh. The things of this world in God sees it all. Yeah, absolutely. But going back to what you just brought up, it's so powerful because again, here's the theme of like, he wants to go home, but he's trying to do it in his own strength. Mhm. It wasn't until he surrendered, Yeah. Without even realizing. Just laid on the raft. He just laid there. It's just crazy because that's It's just it's the hardest thing But it's the thing that actually gets you where you need to go, right? You know, so that's what I saw a lot of like, he was trying to control everything. And you see that start to happen when they're leaving and his men say, hey, let's follow Agamemnon. He's like, I followed him long Yeah, yeah, I want to go my own You know what I mean? How many times do we say, ah, in my favor? Like I thought, I'm going to do Yeah, I'm going to take the I'm going to grab the wheel life alone again, because I for me than you make for me. It's so good. And those around me. Yeah. He actually said that we'll get Yeah. Yeah. Crazy. Oh, man. Shortcuts. Oh, no. Think about this. Right. Because in our church, we see a older in life. Yeah. And a common thing that I've too, is just. I wish I had this sooner, which is true, but maybe the younger you wasn't ready to submit and surrender, right? Because I think about what if he All those suitors in his house, He would have died. Oh, yeah, he would have died. And there are some things he. We don't know how. We don't know why God works all Where it took that extra time to you to be able to come home and you're supposed to. Had he gotten there with Agamemnon, it would have been a hot mess. Absolutely. Yeah. You would have went through the Let's talk about that. Yeah, let's talk about that. So the last time we see Agamemnon, he talks about his downfall. And that's the first time we see Yeah. And he says, when you go home, front door and get praises and Assess. Take your time. And that's exactly what he does. That's humility. And as a man, it's just like, family, the things that God is AM I taking my time? AM I not? AM I rushing decisions? AM I being prudent? AM I being wise? AM I assessing? So what comes to mind when you There's there's so much there, Um, first of all, it's that Absolutely. Right. That's, that's the first thing because he's going home with that mindset. I'm I'm the man. Yeah, yeah. Right. But he never stopped. Again, this whole movie is about are you wrestling and are you self-aware? Right. Right. There was no self-awareness, He just thought, I'm the king. I'm the man. I'm right back to when I left. Yeah, exactly. I'm coming home. I'm gonna do what I always do. Now I have Troy. Yeah, I have more. Yeah. Right right, right. And lost everything because aware that that sacrifice would Yeah, yeah. And you lost the greatest Absolutely. Your wife's loyalty was gone. Yeah. Yeah, right. And you're supposed to rule your Your queen. Right? Mhm. And who did Satan talk to, Eve? Yeah. Planted that seed. Mhm. On Eve. And then the whole garden was Right, right. The whole basically the kingdom. Right, right. Was gone because you're over Right. And the enemy takes advantage and says, hey, what's up with this? Right, right, right. And so the poison begins with And again, I'm not putting down I'm saying is, is because he was the right way. Right, right, right. Comes back to a wife that's absolutely, literally gain the Absolutely, absolutely. I would say don't come in like a Come in like a servant, right? It's the motto of Jesus. Like everyone wanted him to come lowly child, a servant of all. It's the same is true. And I find it funny too, at the Who are the only two people that and then the lady who was So it's like a powerful picture Being a servant or lowly versus oh so good looking right now. What about the scene where his you're my father? And he says, nah, I'm just a Yeah. Crazy Lord himself, literally humility and as a servant. Yeah. Wow. It's crazy because I was I was I mean, I was wrestling, no, I about loyalty and disloyalty We saw that. You know what I mean? Who was loyal? Who wasn't? Agamemnon. Agamemnon came home and his. His wife was disloyal. Mhm. We we see, you know, all the But then the disloyal men. Right. And in the scene where they're And one thing stuck out to me, I probably going to miss this. And it popped out to me because The loyalty of his dog. Mhm. He stayed. He waited. Now, he was gone for years. For years. But he still stayed loyal to his And to prove that that he was He waited till he got home to Mhm. You know what I mean. When this dog was kicked around, It was just he was like, I'm I'm going to wait. I'm going to remain loyal. Mhm. Remain loyal to my master. I mean, it was a powerful scene because that's when his son would recognize that you are my dad. Yeah. No other animal would do that. Yeah. You're my dad, right? You know what I mean? And it's like, are we how loyal are we to what God has called us to do? How loyal are we to the king? Right? Yeah. Because we saw that that tension home and they were trying to Right. They were trying to fight for And how often does that happen? I mean, in the world, but also How many times do we see people and are not loyal? Right. What what is your motive? What is your M.O.? Why? Why do you want to be close to Yeah, yeah. What's the reasoning? Right. Right. So we're seeing we're seeing All I kept thinking about was tension that we were sitting in just charring through like, man, Yeah. What's the name of the speaking What's his name? I forget his name. Blind. Played by John Leguizamo. John Leguizamo. Right. But speaking of loyalty, here's a man who's keeping your legacy alive, right? Right. By telling your son the story You know what I mean? It's like the power of who you Right. And he's basically mentoring his Yeah. Right. And staying again. Loyal. Right. To him that whole time. And that's it's a beautiful Like, do we have people like matter what it looks like? Or were you in this just for You know what I mean? Because as we know that these for them, like. Yeah. Waiting for the opportunity. Right. Right. You know what I mean? To take what's his position? Get in position. And it's true. It happened. Listen, it happened with the like, hey, who's the greatest? Yeah. You know, Jesus is about to And they're over here arguing, Right? Which is another thing this day, Who's the goat? We're all about who's the goat, No one wants to be Pippin. Yeah, yeah. Everyone wants to be MJ's. Yeah. And going back to the servant like, are we waiting our master's return? Are we eagerly awaiting? And I love how Odysseus tested He was like, oh, I served him in He was a hard taskmaster. And he said, no, but he's fair And that's when Odysseus was He was just like, like a son. Again, the prudence, the Right, right. It's like, where in my life am I And you got to give people time. It's like the quote, um, the promote somebody too quickly. Yeah. Give them time. Let their character as a servant And that's exactly what Odysseus Yeah, yeah. Yep. Yeah. Well, shout out to the wife too, Yeah, yeah. Vengeance or peace. I want Odysseus ride or die, Penelope, shout out to the ride I don't know if you remember Yeah, but, um, the villain, he said to the loyal servant, he was like, does she even know your name? And he couldn't answer. But then when she gives him the bow, she says his name and he lights up. Oh man, where he was still Even if you don't know who I am, Well, I didn't catch that. That's good. That's awesome. Man. Penelope. Well, I'm gonna double down and give a shout out to my wife right here. Same. Same same. My wife's loyal. Oh, man. Better fight. Okay, so going back to when they get stranded on the island with Apollo's cattle. Odysseus said the breeze that impossible to leave the breeze That's that. Sin makes you so easy to come What comes to mind when you Well, that's how you get lured That's what you get lured in. And eventually, um, the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. And that's what happens in that Because they're like, we won't. Yeah. Yeah. Well we won't enough time. Yeah. We all say that. Right. And willpower can only take you Did for a little bit. Can only take you so far. And so to me that that is the You know what I mean? It comes in subtly, you know, and it lures you slowly but surely. It's like, uh, James talks about That slowly begins to now form and become something else, and eventually it becomes death, right? And the wages of sin is death is Which for them, it wasn't just emotional death or spiritual death. It was literally physical. Because after that, that was it. It was over. It was over for them. And how many people have been in that place without realizing that they were in that place again? The lack of self-awareness that Samson. Samson didn't know the spear Man, that's one of the scariest You know? Yeah. That's how sin is, though, It's so easy to get to. But once you're in it and it has Mhm. They couldn't get off that Right. Because of that that pushback. And we think that we are strong Yeah. Oh, I can just dabble. Let me get to the edge of the I'll be all right with you, Right? If that. That one little gust of wind Mhm. And now you're stuck. Now you're. Now you're in change. Now you're in bondage. And now you're fighting to get But you're stuck. Mhm. It's. Yeah. Yeah. I think of like, because we deal Like, um, the wind of relationships, like the wind seems easy. This relationship seems easy. We hang out together, we're fasting together, we're praying together, doing all these intimate things together, not knowing that you can be doing the Christian things but lead you right into the sinful things. Oh, yeah. And then that wind and that consequence will keep you locked in to this place and trying to get out. It's only when did it happen Do you remember? It was right after. Um. Wait to get on the island. Yeah, to get off the island sin and then eaten. Yeah. Yeah, Which brought them out to Got it. So as soon as they committed the So that's when, when Odysseus Right? Yeah. That's when the wind stopped. And it's that moment, like you you recognize and you bring then that wind can stop. I don't know if that makes you can get out. Now they went to judgment and your judgment is going to Christ and surrendering and giving it over. Yes, there's physical But then there's that freedom of Once you bring Jesus into the picture that the wind blowing you towards sin stops and that you can get out and now go towards him. Go back home. He's home. Yeah. It's like again, going back to Like, hey, it's almost like Yeah, right. But God says, no, you will Right. But then you eat. You're like, oh, we didn't die. But what you did, you're Right, right, right. And that's the thing, right? That people don't realize like, but it's like, no, this is the Yeah, right. The biggest deal. You know, it's just that it Yeah. Right. Right. You know what I mean? Yeah. That's true. So it's like, when do you cross Is it when you slept with her or was it when you didn't take that thought captive? Right, right. You know, it's like, what is Because that's the Bible is You got to guard your heart above all else because your body will always follow where your heart is. Mhm. I think that's a very good point because I think people misunderstand purity. They just think, oh, we didn't be a virgin and a pervert. No, not at all. Exactly. And that's that's the struggle, It's it's the motives of your It's the intentions of your That's why David has created me He didn't say, create in me a Yeah, right. You know what I mean? It's like a pure heart where intentions come very good. And that's the thing. A lot of people again, I just I'm not doing anything wrong. Yeah, bro, that's not it. You already did it wrong. You did it wrong. You know what I mean? How far is too far? We're too far. Yeah, know what I mean? But it's like, that was never Right, right. You know what I mean? And that's what drives me nuts because that was their perspective. Hey, we're not going to do it. You know what I mean? Or if we do it, we didn't want dude, you are bringing about Right, right. You're thinking it's about us. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's about you. Right? Right. That's why I say, like, the more the villain of the story. I think about this was a tough watch when the men get turned to pigs. Yeah. And then she turns them back and she's like, come back to your true form. Back to your guys, back to your Sheesh. Sheesh. That one messed me up. I was like, whoa, whoa. Out of nowhere. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well, think about that. Okay. Now we're we're in the deep waters here, but like, eat, right? Like have your heart's desire. Mhm. Which the reason it's saying go disguise is just saying like, This is who you really are. Mhm. Mhm. Right. Because they start to rape and pillage and it's like, no, you're like really showing your true nature. Right, right, right. And the reason you're showing your true nature is because, because this is, this is a deep word. It's when you're starving and Yeah. Very true. When you're starving physically, emotionally, spiritually, it's when like the real you comes out. That's why people say one thing No, no, no. Many things have to A whole lot of things. Too many things. It's like, no, the real you came That's why we say when you're It's almost like the the waters what's really underneath. Right. And that's why you get angry. You get frustrated. It's like, no, that's really It's so true. Yeah yeah yeah yeah. That's what's really. You just hide it well when Yeah. You're well fed. Yeah yeah. It's leaves. Right. Yes it is. And I think that's why part of the reason people try to escape the pain. Because pain exposes the true Right. When you when you when The true self comes out, the The true anger comes out, right? Yeah. So so we know that if we're in the season of pain, we know that we may be short with our kids or our wife or people we're doing life with, and we don't want that. Right? Yeah. But in order for us to grow, That has to get exposed so God heal those broken areas, right? So then we can go forward. And that to me is the part that yourself to say, man, I am such Absolutely. Absolutely. That's what I kept thinking. I was like, oh, this is me. This is absolutely in my raw Yeah. I was talking to my son about I'm like, we're more jacked up Like, let's be real. Like we're not that great. And the closer we get to Jesus, Absolutely. Like he doesn't leave room for Yeah. Really are walking with the Lord He's going to. Only by the blood. I'm covered. I don't know how I'm accepted. Yes. Just remember me, Lord. Just remember me, Lord. Right? Yeah. Absolutely. Man. Back to your disguise. Absolutely crazy. And that's who we are. Really? We figleaves. We put on a front. Right, right. You know what I mean? But there's really no room for You're just a pig. Absolutely, absolutely. What are his righteousness? That's who you are right there. Dirty, filthy. What about the scene when Odysseus is talking with his son Telemachus and he says, you have wise eyes. Athena's eyes. He says, don't look for God in You'll be disappointed. Don't look for gods and men. You'll be disappointed. Yeah. It goes back to so I've been Kendall, and he said this quote Moody or, um, sorry, Martyn And he said, the best of men at And like, that's that sat with I'm like, man, because we put all these people on high pedestals, everyone. And there are some people that at a high level. But always going back to that men at best are men. And not to lower them, but to journey and give everyone that journey as well. It's like Noah, he found favor Literally. God uses him to bring about the And as soon as the flood goes naked in his tent. You get close enough to any man. You're going to see some flesh. Absolutely. Absolutely. Well, it's that same way you Yeah, yeah. Right. And and that's the reality. Like we're we're all pastors. We have this title. Mhm. But we're very, very flawed Absolutely. You know what I mean? And I always say, like, the the people that live with us. Yeah. Right. And if we could be real there, But again, it's it's that about the movie. Again, it's like, let's dissect of, and let's give you an inside Because to me, the journey of him really knowing himself, Yeah, yeah. You know, in the grand scheme of that end up destroying And I think for us as again, leadership, man, we need to do a we don't lie to ourselves lie to yourself. The the title can make you think you're like, what are you Like, like you're not that good. You're not that smart. You know, you're not man. You're really not man. But somehow he gets there. And that's why I always say that gets you. It's the praises that get you. Yeah. The Bible says that that's how a Yeah yeah yeah yeah. Before we talk about the sirens. Oh, man. Before we talk about the sirens, Watching the Cyclops eat. Eat that guy like a Snickers. Snatch them up, head off, limbs It was crazy. Which no CGI. He built a giant puppet. That's why I was like, how? It's funny you say that, because I really I couldn't tell when I was watching, I was like, is that CGI? But no one knowing that I'm So I did a like a recap and it wasn't legit was a giant man, you know, and it's little to no CGI. Yeah. And then, you know, they had Real cave. Yeah. Small people, big giant. Yeah. Yeah. And it wasn't, it was legit. And I was like, wow, this, this Yeah. That making what he produces so believable and the soundtrack made you feel like you were in that cave. Yeah, bro. Echo. Yeah, yeah. it turned into a horror movie. Yeah it did. I loved, I loved that one and I But look at the but look at how through just humbles him because That's what got them in the mess Cyclops spit the helmet out of an arrow, which was petty. It was, it was, it was it was I did the same thing. Yeah, yeah. You ate one of my boys. I'm petty. Hold this. Hold this arrow. She gave him two. But. But that's that's where it took Because he wanted his name to be Right. And what did the giant do? Spoke out his name to the Mhm. And he knew. He knew what was in the what? His father was in the waters. Was in the waters. He knew that. I'm gonna. I can't get revenge, but my Yeah. He'll get the get back. And they kept that from the But in the Odyssey, that's what He says either kill him, make it And when he gets home, let there Yep. Puts curses on him. And then literally, it's like if I'm one of his men after the second time, like when they get slaughtered with those giants in the trees. I'm not following you no more. And that's literally what they Yeah. Which they did. Yeah. All right. So the sirens, I got to say the I gotta say the quote, he ties of his men put bees wax in their And Christopher Nolan, he beautiful soundtrack that the when they like, muffled. Yeah. So that way you can't hear the You can't see the sirens in the of the men on the ship, and you pouring out his heart, weeping. It starts with joy at the And then you see the deep pain And in that scene, it's a conversation between him and his best friend. And his best friend says, what And this is what Odysseus says. Is. It's all the things you want Then all the things you wished It was the delicious itch you go to scratch but find it's under the skin. You can't reach it. So the delicious, delicious itch The song told you what you most Is what you most can't have. And what you most can't have is It was the song of all the And it told me I don't really Well, that's a sermon. Yeah, right. That might be one of the most decades, you know, on the on the the way it was done. It puts you in the seat of But you physically are in a what's being played. You want to see what's beyond You're kind of like, I found What is that? Yeah. Physically in the movie theater Trying to see what's behind the Like, what is that sound? You know what I mean? The very thing that was going to Us physically feeling that in Mhm. And I'm like, wow, this is Yeah. How close can we get? Like, is it that enticing sin to restrain our flesh? One hundred percent it is. Why is that wanting there? Right. Well, we know that it's not good for us, but there's still that desire to. Right. You see these men? Yeah. And seeing seeing the seeing the dude that, well, he couldn't take it. He's like, I need to hear this. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That could be us at any given Yeah. I just need to hear that. I'll be all right. I'm strong enough. No you ain't. You gonna dive in the water just Mhm. Yeah. Powerful, right? Yeah. Powerful. And I don't know if you caught The same score that was playing during the, the the siren scene started playing again when he finally sees his wife face to face. And it's a beautiful picture of what you truly want isn't out there. Mhm. It's right here. Yeah, it's right here. Yeah. And that's why that scene is so think in terms of sin, in terms But to me, it speaks about the drive you want to accomplish, right? Right. You want to achieve. But in that you can that's where You can lose yourself in the desire to achieve. Is the itch something in you says, I'm supposed to be doing something right? Right. You know what I mean? But now, sitting with it long enough to know what exactly that is the thing you're supposed to be doing. There's so many things you could Yeah, right. That to me, that's why that Because, you see, I see it as a I see I see the desire for Like everybody, that's a God Yeah. But man, we, we jump ahead of And we, we can't wait. Or the desire for make more money or the desire for accomplishments. Right? I mean, the, the, the, the false see like it's the more likes, jacked up mentally. Yeah. You know what I mean? Like the dude for me with that right there jacked up. Like I'm looking for something. You know what I mean? This is it. It's like, man, like that that to me, I can take that right there. We can we can develop a sermon Right. And the meaning the the desire for meaning, for purpose, for relationships, for status, for all the things that God in the beginning says, I created you for good. Right, right, right. But your desires could could And what does the word tell us? That it's the Lord that gives us Yeah. And we are so shallow that we think that word means like, oh, you'll give me the house, you'll give me the career, you'll give me the job, you'll give me the family. But she's like, no, why do you Because you want love. You want joy because you want peace, because you want security. And those things can only truly Why do you want money? Oh, because you want to feel Why are you chasing the bag? Yeah, because you think you're gonna find it in the material things? No. That can only be found in That's the true desire of your Yeah. The Bible also says, right, that establishes his steps. And I love that scene too, that he ties himself down to the post. What does Jesus say to carry You're tying yourself to the anchor that'll keep you away. Because we're going to hear all All these things want all this influence, all certain things I want. I want more in the church or I Tie yourself down to an anchor. You're still going to hear the down to something that'll get you to the wrong things. Like the guy taking out the Decide pre anticipate so good That's spiritual disciplines. You got to pre decide I'm not Very good. I can't handle this. I need to set these boundaries. Absolutely. Yeah. So good. I love this quote. It says sometimes you have to tie yourself to the life that you choose. Yes. No. This is my church. This is my family. Absolutely. This is my calling. You are my God. Come hell or high water. Regardless of what happens, I'm Absolutely. It's for better or for worse, and to hold. You know, I made these covenants myself because if not, your absolutely into the water. Absolutely. Towards your death. Absolutely. Right. Yeah. There's so much to unpack in It's crazy because, yes, he did The conscious decision to. I need to be tied down. I'm not strong enough. But there was a hint of pride. Absolutely. You saw the smile on his face. He's like, I'm ready to hear the Yeah. Let's talk about it. Yeah. There was pride there. He was building a legacy, or so And this is what it was going to I'm going to be the only one Yeah. And people are going to talk who added to his legacy. Yeah. How many times or how often do really built on shallow waters? Yeah. Depth to it. And that's why I think Nolan is Because because we know from the wisest soldier, right? He's the smartest. He always comes up with the Like if you really go read up, Yeah. You know what? He came up with the Trojan Yeah, he came up with it, which Horse in a second here. Right. Because to me, the movie is the You know what I mean? Nolan. Which can we just say something world where we prejudge things? Absolutely. It's woke. Yeah. We took we took a little teaser Ran with it. You know what I mean? And I'm just like, look. That in itself preaches, right? So many assumptions, so many And already with the mindset of, going to be. Right. And because I already have my Yeah. What I love, what he does with his character is he's making him confront himself. Mhm. Right. Because by the end of it, it's Right. Which we should talk about like that whole perspective of a war veteran. Mhm. Wrestling with what? What the heck did we actually Right? What did we actually accomplish? So, yeah, there's that hint of But then it's it's a humble man. Later. Yeah. You know what I mean? Pride comes before the fall. Pride comes before the fall. Right. And he was again in his He created this plan, but that plan was part of his demise, too. And that's the last shot of the The Trojan horse burning. Yeah. Yep. Yeah. Before we get to the Trojan Yeah. Final thoughts on the scene with What comes to mind when you hear Are our sirens rarely arrive as They arrive as possibilities. A life with every option open is also a life that can be redirected with every passing desire. Yeah. Mhm. And that's why you got to tie Yeah. Yeah, exactly. Carry that cross principles over And that's the hardest thing to have an elevated feelings to the Mhm. Right. If I feel something, it must be Right. Right. I mean, if I feel like a woman, A woman, right? Right. If I feel like this is the right terms, God told me, it's like no We can say that I'm in the Yes. I'm in the seasons of seasons, than seasons than God does. God created four seasons in your But that to me, it's that's what It's like, man, again, being a wrestling, you see that like, this many times behind the with leading a community is to to do something right, right. Because it has to be that you're really in tune, not just with the Spirit of God, but with the community that's placed you in and the family that trusted you with. Yeah, yeah. For you to make certain decisions, to stay down, to anchor down and say like, come hell or high water, my mind's made up. I'm staying here. I'm being enticed. But I'm, I'm rooted, I'm Right. That's a hard test to pass, man. You know what I mean? Because again, when you elevate feelings over truth, feelings becomes truth. Right? And I think that's what we get in trouble, you know what I mean? Is, did God really say that? Right. If you're not rooted in truth, I mean, I don't know. Right, right, right. Even Jesus says it is written in something else anchored. Yeah. That's right. That's something that's like Yeah, yeah. You know what I mean? Right? Like that's the Son of God, Right. Going oh, it is written. Yeah. He could have said, I think I Yeah. He's like, no, it's written something that's anchored. You know what I mean? To the ground. Like you can't like, you can't Right, right, right. And how many people are willing But again, you have to do it in He literally had to tie himself Jesus knew I'm going to be Mhm. Yeah. Right. But it's like for us in this we feelings first. And then it's like, oh, and then I don't know how this happens. Like I can tell you how that Yeah. You're the only one who didn't Yeah. Yeah. Right right, right, right. Let's talk about the people in says that he pre-decided and or ask, do not untie me. And when he started asking to be released in the book, it says that his shipmates tied him even tighter. Yeah, that preaches that is It's like, who are the men in Who are the friends that are Or are our relationships and all hype, all just blowing smoke But who can look at you and say Who can look at you and say, She ain't it right? That job ain't it right like Yeah. It's like the it's like the Mhm. It's like, hey, okay. You, you, you dunked, but you Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, where's the principles? Where's the can you pass? Yeah. You know what I mean? But it's like, oh, look at the Look at the highlights. But it's like real people will Absolutely. You know, I mean, absolutely. I just I'm coaching. I just finished coaching my Uh, I'm, and I love that twelve But I was telling my daughter I said, I said, you, you were But you could be better if you I'm like, I'm just telling you But imagine if you practice, Right. We're talking about practice. No one wants to practice. Everybody wants the highlights. Come on. We want people to tell us what Yeah. There you go. If you don't have people in your that don't love you enough to to find a new circle. Absolutely. I know I need people that are off confront me because that's Correction is a form of love, A lot of people, they run from correction because oh my feelings. Right. Forget your feelings. Mhm. Like that's love. When somebody says, hey man, You're missing it. But I can tell you, man, you I've done this long enough to People will find the people that will tell them what they want to hear and avoid the people that should. Yeah. That tells you what you need to They become a chameleon. Yeah. What to disclose, when to do it, I see it, I see it all the time. And these are adults. They're not kids, but these kids Right, right. You know what I mean? I think about the first real I came on board on staff is you Can you say no? Can you stop pursuing your own And you knew that was this is a This is going to make or break Yeah. And I, and I went into that conversation with that mindset, just so we can give a leadership principle here is, you know, we, we had a big decision to make, right? We, we had this campus who was And it's like, if someone's be fully invested in what's in And my challenge to you was, can you can be fully present to you and serve them? Because this thing could turn self-serving very quickly, right? And that's again, that's the That we all live in. It's like, hey, I'm going to go This could be make or break Like if he can't do that, then I serve these people. So to pass that test was to say, hey, I'm gonna do this, and gonna look like. But to me, that's part of It's like, man, I may not even what I need to do right now. Yeah, right. You know what I mean? Right. But a lot of people are so is this moment. It's like with social media that It's like, you think like, I just asked you to go like sell cocaine, right, right, right, right. You know what I mean? It's like, man, why are you like that in itself tells you everything you need to know about how you're living your life and what matters to you, right? If you can't get away from a stupid platform for a day or a week or a month, you already are losing, right? In my opinion, protection never You know, just at Six Flags, I'm in line and I'm listening to these students talking and I'm overhearing them saying, like, my screen time last week was fifteen hours. That's fifteen hours of your Yeah, yeah. Doing what? Yeah. Yeah, yeah. If you have Snapchat, you're an Yeah yeah yeah. You know, like fifteen hours You're literally wasting your life with the new idols of the day. We've just made our medals and Yeah, yeah. Make it nicer. Welcome to the gods. Yeah, right. Modern day, modern day Athena. Yeah. It's funny you should say. Um, I haven't heard you in a while, but we need to keep that running. Make boredom great again. Mhm. I felt that way last week on Man. Make boring great again. Yeah. We need those shirts. I'm gonna make them read. Yeah, I read, I read this this, technology and what it's doing The aimless scrolling and the feeling, the need to always be doing something. Mhm. The art of being bored is, is on people feel the need to fill and how to think. They forget how to think, right? When you're bored, that's when start to engage and create and And that's how we have the world of bored people. Right, right, right. The thought of some cool things. And now we have the world we But now it's gone too far with And now we can't get enough of We can't get enough of the scroll and the nobody wants to be bored. Some people might think this Absolutely. Well, there you go. Yeah, I was going to say that. I'm like, you wouldn't be able Right, right. If you don't go into it with the you can just watch it and be Right, right. Because nowadays you, you, you videos, which does nothing to You don't learn anything. You don't you don't learn All you did was waste time. Right. And you couldn't be able to put says, hey, I thought about something I take pride in. Every morning when I do the think through something, write I feel like that was like I wrestled with, you know what I mean? Like today was, you know, I just was really thinking about I'm like, man, I want, I don't I was like, no, I want to honor Right? Let me take a moment and wrestle A human being who just left this But we could just be down on to the next thing, you know what I mean? But it's like, no, let me honor Let me sit with this thing and Talk about the ministry of along with the mic, bro. And great again, right? Like the moments that I got to spend with this man, a priceless moments. The moment I got to spend with the other man that we buried not long ago. Doug, those are going to be some I think about that. I was sitting there like, man, I'll never have back, right? But man, I wouldn't trade it for And I this morning I was praying I was like, God, thank you for in his life. Yeah. The only reason I know, Terry, Wow. I would have never met Terry if Terry would never meet me or this community if it wasn't for Jesus. But it's like, how many people Cause you're like, you're here, Yeah. Facts, facts. You know what I mean? Like how many people would would fifteen minute service because They're not fully engaged. What's happening in front of And then they just go home to And you don't realize, wow, the six months went by. There was no focus to anything. Yeah. That's why I say like, this thing is detrimental to your soul. Absolutely. Absolutely. You know, one of my favorite you're very intentional on not to the noise. It's like if I'm saying something, if I'm doing something, I want it to be in alignment with what you're doing. God. Yeah. You know, and if you're not careful, you can just come to Sunday. You can just go to Cru, you can aware of what God is actually Like, there are moments I walk like, God, I have no idea what fully, but I'm thankful that you Yeah, it'd be a shame for us to And God pull back the veil and be like, this is what I was doing. And you missed it because you weren't taking the time to be intentional and actually live like people are going to ChatGPT before going to a pastor or another person. You know, people even with Yeah. Like some of us are listening to conversations we need to be having, right? Yeah. Yes. It's easier to say, oh, let me that hard conversation with your Right. Yeah. Yeah. We're too shallow to do that. Like this conversation. I'll be honest with you, this is a selfish desire to just have deeper conversations. I honestly could care less who Yeah, yeah. I'm gonna be honest because I'm like, look, man, I just want to talk about these things because how many people do you get to sit with and wrestle through something that just made a splash in, in society, like this movie is going to make a massive splash. Absolutely. In society, not many people got it and say, man, but what does You know, because again, we are not of the world. But here's something that's And we can just, we can, we can, we can just lose that moment because we didn't get a chance to say, hey, man, how about we sit with this thing, right, and figure out why is it that something like this can resonate? Because here's the mistake that people make even Christians make. Oh, it's not a Christian movie. Yeah. It's like, bro, you you missed Paul goes into Athens and looks around their world and say, hey, let me talk to you about that unknown God. And they believe these stories And that's what he does. He first brings them into their world to bring them into a better world. Absolutely right. And Christians miss that all the Oh, that's not Christian. That's like, bro, the world is the Lord's and everything in everything. What do you think Christopher He may not know it, but we know Think about that, right? Like there's so many prophetic people out there who don't know they're prophetic in the right sense. Absolutely. To me, this man is a prophetic with the human soul. Right? Right, right. Some Christians don't even do Yeah, yeah. Hey, how many Christians are Like I saw people talking about I'm like, again, you missed it. Right, right. He took a story and made a That's creativity. That's God. Right? You know what I mean? He took a story and made it a wrestle with yourself. You can miss it because he doesn't have the Christian label. You got people that won't submit Christian, not a Christian. God gave the dream to Pharaoh. Yeah. Not Joseph and Joseph's gifts. Were we able to serve the dream Maybe this is a deep word. Maybe you're not seeing the your life because you're not else, and because they don't way that you want it to look. It doesn't sound like the way You're literally putting a cap That's a whole another podcast. But if Joseph would have been like, nah, Pharaoh, you're not a Hebrew, you're not in covenant, right? He would have completely lost his family and would have stayed in prison. Submission is submission no But can you submit to to Can you submit to your boss? Can you submit to a pastor Because it's God what God Right, right, right. So back to the Trojan horse. I think a reason why a lot of don't sit with themselves is wrestle with grief and those And you can see from this movie Odysseus wrestling with grief to literally comes up in the person It was really a god or the I think it was both. And. But it's like he went through He made some bad decisions. He lost people that he loved. He lost time. The most precious thing that we And he's dealing with that You know what comes to mind when You know, one of the things that perspective of a war veteran. Mhm. Really wrestling with what did we actually do and what did we actually accomplish? Because since I was a little Trojan horse, you hear, oh, what Trick to win a war, right? This dude is, is a genius. Right, right. But to see this perspective of that's supposed to be sacred. It was deceptive. It was deceptive, which is manipulation, right at the highest level. But then to see now a city being I couldn't help but think. I met with one of our guys yesterday who went to war in Iraq. I was like, hey, this movie because you were in war. Mhm. Seeing the reality of that. And then I have a friend of mine couldn't be in public because of that he's been through. And he's like, I it's been years like myself again. Yeah. And I'm like, man, how many Because you're just like, it's Right, right. A soldier is not thinking about So you think about the What does that mean? I was saying let me tell you about the Trojan horse from inside. From the inside. People drowning, hunger, on each other. It's like you guys are singing This was literally hell for us. Yeah, well, it's like us, right? Like, we we could watch a great then soldiers thinking about it thinking about it now. We make video games of them I mean, we make video games out Yeah. Right, right. And then when you see an actual veteran wrestling through that stuff, to me, that was one of the brilliant things about this movie. It's like, what, what about the implications of That action that And now you got a picture of a girl that you saw that we slaughtered. And I can't shake it. Right. And that picture has become part of my journey to wrestle with the ramifications of this is what happens when you cross certain lines. And that's the thing too. Like it's like we, we will never the casualties of war, what, actually seen and things that Mhm. But you see, they, they go in They come back a different Right, right. You know what I mean? Like what goes on or what when they're exposed to such Not just what they physically do they do themselves? Mhm. The guilt now that they carry. Right. So we see Odysseus and he's that guilt and that shame And, and to your point, that's And as a man, what are you Yeah. You know, and he says that line, we tore down in Troy were the So the compromise here is to Yeah. And the whole movie, everybody's It's like, no, we are. We are people of the sea. Yep. And that's one of the things as, understood the world better we Americans were the heroes. Mhm. But knowing what you know now, without no hero. Have mercy. There are no heroes. You know what I mean? There are no heroes, man. You know, we're all flawed human that affect Scripture. The only hero is Jesus is Jesus. That's it. The only. That's it. And that's the that's the cool Throughout the the the movie Which I looked up. It It wasn't really a thing like Yeah, yeah. But it's like, man, that's that's the heart of it was a principle of Christianity right there. Right? Do unto others as you like to be Right? Right. And Scripture even says you not even knowing. Right, right, right. If you're entertaining angels. And I thought that was so cool where these things were not brought that in because it's relevance to where we are today. Right. We're so divided. Yeah. It's all about we're so territorial, you know what I mean? Again, we took it. He creates a promo and we made a know, and no one is thinking Like, we barely think about the like I want to be right. Mhm. And whatever I have to do to get I will pillage, I will kill, I clickbait, I'll do whatever. Yeah, you know what I mean? And I'm like, man again. Like, are we wrestling with the how it's affecting other people? Or it's just about us and our self-righteousness will have us deceived. Like we're really not that bad. Yeah. You know, Jesus says, oh, you That's what you've heard. But like to even call somebody an idiot or to think less of them in your mind is to commit murder. There you go. Like he doubles down on the sermon amount of like, no, this goes deeper. You are just as bad as the You are you. If you were in Nazi Germany, You would have followed those Yes. Right. Right. Yeah. It is, it is. That's exactly it, man. It's like I'm not doing anything It's like, yeah, I don't know. You're watching a lot of evil happening and you're just hanging back. Hands up. Yeah. And you're good with it, you So I don't know. And we think the opposite of It's like, what is the opposite Being common and being common is All right, you got one more in I got a lot more. All right, all right, all right. I'll just say this. How long have you been going? It's been a minute. We got five minutes left. Five minutes left. All right. What about this? Right. No one. Could do what Odysseus did with He was gifted. He was skilled. He worked at it. And the question that I had in What is God given me to own Not in a prideful, but like, no But it's just like, no, what is What is the call? What is the thing that God has given me that like, what are my strengths? Are you aware of that? Yeah. Does that make sense? Oh yeah. I think that goes along with personally is what is my Right? Right. People define success in so many So I really wrestle with that after Covid, you know, going through this really a time of self-reflection because I was, I was, uh, I was in a not a good place, right? I hit a wall that forced me to but, but what is success like? What matters to you? Right? And I wrote it down. Success for me is being faithful Christ though, right? Because when you say there's something that only he could have done, um, only Jesus could have done what Jesus did for us, right? And then it's like, okay, but Right? I don't, I'm not the hero, but who am I in the story of the hero? Yeah. You know what I mean? Like you said, the only he was only recognised by his dog and the person was watching his feet. The servant. And I pray to be one that Jesus faithful and fruitful as the one Yeah. And not be somebody else or try Yeah, right. Because they couldn't be him. Right. You know, and going back to success, I learned this from John Maxwell. He says, success for me is the most thankful for me. And it goes back to like, what No one else can be my wife's No one else can raise my kids. No one else can take care of my No one else can live my life by I gotta own that, that success. The people closest to me know me for me because they know me. Well, good is the whole church Dre is amazing, and my own wife Right, right, right. Right down the legacy, right? We all, we all want to leave a legacy and be remembered in such a way that, you know, brings people that, that joy and that peace, like they were, they were good people. He wasn't he dude. Mhm. Like you want to feel that, that that they do in fact, and will I remember there was a talk I forget who was leading the Reeves and they asked him about what are your thoughts on legacy And he goes, I know that the And it was such a simple term, you know, Keanu Reeves, Keanu Reeves. But if you sit with it, if you're loved, right, you will be missed. That's it, that's it. That's the legacy we ought to Yeah. Loving. Well. Right. Loving. Loving the way Jesus loves. Yeah. Seeing people. The way Jesus sees people. Right. Going above and beyond for Getting outside of ourselves and It's legacy. And that's the Odyssey. An amazing story. But what is the story that we're I say this to the youth all the Our thoughts become our habits. Our habits, when repeated, become the life that we live and the life that we live is our legacy. Yeah. You know, and it starts with the It starts with our feelings. It starts with our actions. It starts with what we're Because when it's all said and done at our funeral, what are people saying? The story of who we were. What are we leaving behind? Right, right. That's it. Right. That's it man. I was just watching Troy after the Odyssey, so I had to go back. Poor Hector, bro. Nobody believed in him. Nobody believed he did his Imagine being the guy, like, And everyone's like, are you may You might die up there. That was Hector going out there We're hoping. Yeah. You might. I don't know, though. Imagine being him. But Achilles was before going to Right. And asks her opinion. And she's like, if you stay here, you'll get married, you'll have kids, and they'll love you and they'll know you to the third generation. If you go to Troy, they'll And all of us have that certain glory to be known forever. But it goes back to that identity that feeds our function or feeds our productivity in life. I want to be remembered by many And it goes back to I'm trying nickname to No Name rookie. His rap name going from Biggie I got a whole field. But that reality, like starting the thing you do in life. And you can always go back. And God will always. He will change it. I mean, I'm on the road and God keeps changing. Oh, you thought it was this? No. It's this. Oh, you thought it was this? No, it's this thought it was It might be this, but no, it's And so just submitting your life, just like Odysseus did, just surrender. Let go of that control and let Right? Just remember me, Lord. Write my name written in the End of the day. Right? That's it. Absolutely, absolutely. I love you fellas. This is awesome. Hey, elder. Thank you for giving us this quote, elder, and thank you for guiding us. All right. 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